last real post was on September 1st, 2006... how pathetic. it seems like i can never stick to my word for some reason. everytime im "determined" to do something... i never stick to it... and then after awhile i just kinda try to pick it up again... and it just never works out that way. but whatever, here i am with my update... it's been awhile i know. but here's what's going on. School school school. that's pretty much what life is all about right now. i'm taking a totall of FOUR electives. yes four electives. but NO. i'm NOT being lazy at all. i forgot to say that these electives AREN'T your typical "bird" courses neither - Religious Traditions of the West, Greek Mythology - Gods, Music Composition and Statistics (well this one is ACTUALLY a joke... but it's getting harder and harder so it doesn't REALLY count as a bird course). i love my classes... well i love the material, maybe not the professor or the subjective evaluations i.e. essays. but whatever i'm enjoying everything so far. Soccer's been terrible for some reason. i got hurt during the last game of the outdoor season, which dates back to like mid to late September. Guess what?! i'm STILL icing it right now. i keep re-aggrevating me and it's getting REALLY annoying and frustrating. you see i'm just not discipline enough to STOP playing for a little while and just let it heal. so at the end of the day who's fault is it?! i guess mine?! o wells that's how much i love soccer. i'm playing on a couple of new teams this year in school and outside of school. my interhouse team at school is an allstar team. there's a LOT of pressure playing in that team and that league. everyone expects you to be amazing and you just can't make mistakes. i don't know if i like that. i'm not doing well on that team at all. the first season that i played interhouse soccer i scored like 12 goals in 8 games. as of now we've played 4 games and i've scored ZERO goals. i barely shot the ball in the past 4 games. although i did hit the post yesterday which was pretty close to a goal... but still. i blame it on the shoes. seriouslly though it's got SOMETHING to do with it. i use to play in those ghetto "asian shoes"... yes the pure WHITE ones if you know what i'm talking about. dang i miss those. i can't believe they all broke and my mom tossed them last year. i need to get some new ones. So to top everything off. let me talk about this past weekend a little bit. i finished midterms on Friday, which is JUST in time for me to host the 14:21 team. it was so awesome to see some of these guys again and meet the new team members. i had an awesome time sharing life with them and they played a great show. the most important thing of the night i thought was the "wrap up" that my pastor did. he talked about how life is irreversible, irreplaceable, and irrepeatable. "let my lifesong sing to you..." it really hit me... and yea it's gonna help me to make my DECISION in another 16 days or so... here's a few pictures of the show and post show 
 
 
anyways... so that's an update of my life... for now... there're more exciting things coming up... hopefully i'll get to post about it later when i make my "decision"... | 
